When did you realize you were small?

[Ra_s]

I used to live in a rural zone, so I never had close friends during my childhood, my only brother was severals years older than me and never saw him much, and I never saw my father naked, so I really never found I was small by comparing to another person.

 

When I was about eleven or twelve years old, I had this fase of not wanting to bathe regularly, and living in a rural area playin with dirt all the time, I was not an example of higiene, but anyway.

 

One day after ignoring all the yells of my mom ordering me to take a bath, she got tired of it, and decided to bathe me herself. This had not happended in many years, and I was feeling really ashamed she would see me naked while she was draggin me to the bath but I remember thinking what the hell, she is my mom after all, and I finally stoped resisting.

 

The bathe went well, It didn't take long to stop feling embarassed, while i was busy playin with the water, tryin to ignore all the rants of my mom.

 

Then, about a week later, she told me we were going to see a doctor, and when I asked why, she told me that it would be just an examination.

 

When we got to the doctor office, I was distracted while she was talking with my mom, I just remember that he told me to drop my pants and underwear and to lay on the examination table. I did't mind that my mother was in the room as she just had seen me a week before, and the doctor was a man, he then proceded to perform what I guess was a basic examination of my genitals, I just felt him pokin me with his fingers in the pubic area, asking me everytime if it hurt. When he finished, and I still remember this part clearly, he told my mother that everything was fine, But then my mother asked about the size of my penis, which really strike me as odd, but the doctor just said that everything was normal and she shouldnt worry about it, and that as I was still developing, my penis should grow more. We left shortly after that, and never talked about it.

 

But anyway, now I kinda apreciate that I learned about it that way, as she never really mentioned anything about my penis to me, and as a shock that it was to learn that I seemed to have a Small penis, The inmediate response by a professional that everything was normal, made not to duel much about it.

 

About a year later, the incident that really got to me, was when a child from my class, of about twelve years old, was flashing his penis to everyone, and I really got to see a penis for the first time, I tough that it was really big compared to mine, but then, another child laughed at him, and told him that his penis was really small, and I just felt in shock, and tough about what would he say if he saw my penis then. That's the point where I started evading even peeing in the urinals, and taking every precautions when showering and changin so that no one would see me naked.

 

I could say that that simple remark about some other penis, really affected my life all of my teen and early twentys years.

[nzsmallguy]

I first noticed when I was 13... getting changed after swimming at school. As I bent a bit and dropped my trunks the guy next to me accidentally brushed my shoulder and I turned to see him also dropping his trunks. As I turned I looked down and noticed his flaccid penis was not only a bit thicker than mine, but easily twice the length!

 

At the time I though I'd "grow up" to match him :content:

[XRush_Uncut]

I have always been obsessed with the size of my dick. I'd been measuring it ever since I can remember. Unfortunately it hasn't grown since I was about 10 or 11. It's very embarassing and plain unfair. I'm 5" and I probably shouldn't complain, but when I see my boyfriend, who turned out to be over 8" it really put things in perspective. It's a good thing our relationship if built on more than size. But for me, as far back as I can remember I've tried to compare mine to others by peaking at urinals, bathrooms, etc. I could tell just by my 1" poker that I was small. I always wanted a slightly hanging dick; nothing big and outrageous, just something that curved over my balls. I held onto hope and prayer till I was 23. I finally gave up at that time. I remember seeing my uncle's 6" soft pink cock when I was about 18 or 19 and I thought to myself, "JUST FUCKING GREAT". I'm not like those that say they are happy with theirs. If there was a safe way to increase the size, I would definitely do it. My dream penis would be 6.25" long hard and about 4" soft, hanging slightly over my balls.

[2inchbear]

For me it had to be between high school and college. I played football in high school and always noticed other player's dicks in the locker room and knew I was smaller. I had never heard of micropenis until college tryouts and I was getting a physical exam. The doctor said I was very small for my age and body size and asked if I wanted a referral. By now it was too late so I declined.

[Guest]

When I was like around 9 or 10. When I was younger I normally walked out of the bathroom completely naked, wth just a towel around my back. I was the only kid, and my parents wouldn't ever say anything, I'd just walk into my room. One day for some reason I caught a glimpse of it on the living room mirror. I took a good look at it and noticed it wasn't hanging at all. I was like wth? For some reason it was just my foreskin sticking out. It was as if my penis had gone inside. So I was concerned and ran to my dad and showed him. He said it was normal, because the pad of fat was covering it, but if it made me more comfortable we could go to the doctor to get it examined.

 

So they took me, it was rather embarrasing, but they took me. The doctor said I was fine, he probably assumed the same as my father, that it was just the fat hiding it, but I knew since that point on, that my penis was gonna be smaller than average..

[RodEnuf]

... but I knew since that point on, that my penis was gonna be smaller than average..

Except that if the 5-1/2 to 6 inch erect length in your profile is correct, you are slightly above average length. The average erect length found by all of the reliable studies ranged from 5.1 to 5.6 inches.

 

 

Alan G

 

[Note that a reliable study is one in which the measurements are made by the staff, not the participant, and in which the participants are not self-selected.]

[Cy Zmatters]

The first time, age 7, 8 or 9 my best friend and I took a shower together, he made comment in what seemed like an "ugh yuck" kind of tone about how small mine was. Around the same time or slightly later a kid, his older brother (who was definitely "Once were Warriors" material) and another friend of theirs (who apparently at age 11 was put in a welfare home after being caught wearing his mother's clothes), forced me into a cockrub act, the "top" lay on the "bottom" and rubbed up and down. Needless to say I was the bottom for all 3 swaps after they'd seen and laughed at my tiny dick.

 

Another time I was at a summer camp for problem kids both bad and sad. I was changing after a swim, and a counselor dude made a comment in a concerned tone of voice about my penis being very small. At the same camp I remember accidentally seeing this guy from school with a tough rep changing in his cabin. When I saw that he had a really small cock, it was sort of like I had something on him, that his status was diminished in my eyes.

 

Age 14 in the swimming pool changing shed, I saw how everyone else had developed adult sized cocks, i.e. ones that actually hung to the bottom of their balls or lower like my father's. I've always had fantasies about both male and female, but no desire for real life participation in gay sex owing to my size complex. I remember one guy who stood smiling at me, inviting me to look at his nicely hung meat and really beautiful body, but of course I felt way too inadequate to let him see my cock, let alone strike up a conversation, what with my penis shrinking from 2 to 1¼ inches after swimming or showering.

 

I'd basically totally avoided social situations with girls throughout high-school and polytech. Being so small, I was simply not prepared for what I was convinced was almost certain humiliation, rejection, rumours or whatever. None of this was helped by my poor communications skills and strong tendency to live in a world of my own.

 

Then the final occasion I recall was age 18 or so, when I bought a packet of Ansell regular condoms and tried one on. . . It was like putting a plastic supermarket bag on my cock. . . It was actually quite a shock and quite disheartening, a nail in the coffin in my mind at the time - especially combined with my Social Avoidance Disorder problem.

 

 

. . . I hope this post isn't too long 'n stuff. But hey, it'd make a nice change to get a complaint about something of mine being too long for once :content:.

[madjester12]

I think i've always thought i was small. My uncle (who is only about 5-6 months older than me) and i would compare our dicks when we were say 14. His dick was probably 6" flaccid. Mine is only like 3-4 because i was and am overweight. lol he would always say my dick is small and curved. I'm thinking thats because he is about 8" hard. Well doing all this with him seemed ok then, but turns out he is gay. So that sort of messed me up as well. lol. So i can say thats why i think i have a small dick.

[RodEnuf]

So i can say thats why i think i have a small dick.

If your profile info is correct, your erect length is at least two inches longer than the average male. Your dick is far from small!

 

 

Alan G

[littleguy2009]

I learned that I was small when I looked up the aveage size on the internet. I thought that I was average too. Not much to my story.

[njman2008]

when my girlfriend cheated on me. I never thought about it until I realized she had another dick inside of her.

[bojo]

When I developed ED and sought treatment. I was prescribed a VED and while I had the "average" tube, still needed a reducing ring to keep from drawing my scrotum into it. I don't even reach the halfway mark of the tube. When I got the device, I was informed that there were larger tubes if I was "one of the lucky ones".

[big guy]

I can't say a specific event, it was more over time. Prolly somewhere around 9th or 10th grade I found this site online where it related penis size to age I think....and I was average or just under...so thought hey, it'll grow! Then it never really did, as the age and average went up, mine stayed the same. Being a rather shy person and on the heavy side, nobody ever really saw it and I never had some realization moment or event to point out somehow that it was small, it was more of a self revelation kinda, like...I've got a small penis....wow...and it'll always be small. It bothers me a bit knowing that most of the guys I see walking around are prolly an inch to two inches bigger than me, but I'm slowly coming to terms with my small manhood. :content:

[Skwirl]

It wasn't until I had my first homosexual experience as an adult did it dawn on me that I was at best average size. The guy I had slept with had a large one. I didn't actually measure it and I didn't ask, but I'm guessing it was in the 7 to 7.5 range (maybe 8"), and more shockingly to me, how much thicker.

 

We only fooled around that once and later when I asked if he thought I was small he wouldn't answer, and never slept with me again. Ever since I've been real shy about making sexual contact with other men in fear that I will be the small one again.

 

Don't get me wrong I admit that big ones are nice, but if anything had come out of that experience is that I'm not a size queen. Not after experiencing rejection like I did.

[new2day]

I was one of the youngest children in my class at school, and when it came to showers after gym I was probably one of the smallest and with little pubic hair. Being overweight probably didn't help either, but strangely I don't remember ever being teased or commented upon. I think most of us were just keen to shower and get home. But there were a few exhibitionists that would drop their pants and show off.

 

As an adult, I was a bit self conscious at first especially when first using communal changing rooms at university and gyms. But after a while, I did notice that I was far from alone.

 

But I do sometimes consider myself to be small, though this is more to do with my general body size as I am quite heavy set. So sometimes I do get changed pretty quickly at the gym once the shrinkage after exercise sets in!

[Skwirl]

But after a while, I did notice that I was far from alone.

 

nope, you're not alone. you and i are about the same size!

[Lir]

When I was 15-16 years. In the lockerroom at school. I've seen others guys flaccid penises are bigger than my erection.

[AO]

I thought I was normal when I was young since I only saw my father naked.. and I thought I was going to be like that when older. Then at age 11 I saw my friend is dick who I though he was huge... I didnt even bother to show him mine.. he was like 14-15 at the time... I didnt think I was small or

anything but I was embarrass to show him my penis. Then at 14-16 I started looking at porn.. they seem normal.. After 15 almost 16.. I knew I was average ( porn was the only reference) then I remeber looking for penis average and I was like 7.1" now dont know how I was measuring back then anyways.

Up to now I know that I am bigger than 90% or more of the porn performers. The smallest that I could measure is 7.7" up to 9"+ on the side..

I like measuring from the sides...

 

I dont think is true that many girls have seen penises over 9+" since they are rare.. and if someones tells you she had been with a few 9" and a 10" is a lie. Most of those that women think they are 10-12" are only about 8" and the 8-10" are only in the 7" inches range...

 

my girth is 6.1 at the middle... measuring with a shoe lace it is 6.5" around.. dont know why so if you measure in front of someone... use something thick... it will increase ur measurements by .5" but remember it is cheating.!

[FiveAlive]

I began to suspect I would be smaller than most when I hit junior high and the mandatory showering after gym class. I was almost 12 and in the 7th grade and about 1 year into puberty so I had some way to measure my progress. I soon realized I had a LOT of catching up to do. Have always been a "grow-er" as long as I can remember. Most of the guys seemed longer flaccid than I was erect! Fortunately as time went on I realized I was not the smallest guy in the locker room and it eventually became a non-issue for me.

[Guest]

It seems many men first noticed in locker room situations. I think it might have occurred to me then, but I always thought I'd get bigger eventually.

 

Where it really hit me was when I shipped off to boot camp. Here were 80 other young men my age, that I saw naked on a regular basis. At least once a day. I didn't make a habit of staring, but I remember than I was never able to find anyone smaller than me. Most were quite a bit larger. Granted, they were all soft.

 

Though I stayed away from women in my teens, I have since had several who confirmed that I was also lacking when I was erect.

[Guest]

Have always been a "grow-er" as long as I can remember.

 

Somehow there ought to be a way to let all guys know about growers and show-ers. Otherwise growers will think everybody doubles (or more) when getting erect, and show-ers will think everybody stays about the same when getting erect.

 

In other words (blush) we need to see each other erect more often. Not sure how to do that in a non-sexual unobtrusive (and legal) way though! :crazy:

[MadMan86]

I reached my todays length around 14, which coincidentally was the time i got my first own computer with internet connection. It took me only a little time to discover two things: I was 1.5 inches below average BUT puberty and growth of the penis doesn't have to end when your turn 14. Unfortunately for me it did. Two years later after a local soccer tournament (I quit playing soccer in a club when i was 9, this was an open tournament and part of a festival) i got the chance to sneak a peek at guys of my age under the shower and i saw that they was quite bigger than me.

[mrwhiskers]

When I was around 15 I was good friends with these two girls. We were sitting in a cafe one weekend and they asked, quite casually, how big I thought the average size was, saying they thought it was around 4.5". I said that was my size, and we arranged to meet the next week after looking into it on the internet. I read some surveys and realised that I was quite a bit below average and the next week they asked if I was really 4.5". I was really mortified but had to admit that I was. The worst thing is that one of them had asked her younger brother (who was 13) how big he was and it turned out he was very well endowed for his age (he claimed 10"). It became a bit of a running joke and one of them would ask if I'd grown any bigger every so often. I remember meeting the younger brother at her house a couple of times and he just smiled at me as if he knew I was smaller.

[bamboo]

I guess it would probably be around grade 4..i remember me n two buddies had kinda a pee fight in the bathroom and even then i was aware that my penis was small.

 

The only thing was i just thought that it would grow when i hit puberty, but when i graduated highschool and gotten a test from the endocrinologist, was when i truly realized that this is pretty much as big as its going to get naturally.

[mnjp]

I was molested by a teenage male babysitter when I was 5. This was the early 70s so it was just hushed up and forgotten about.

 

I felt shame about what had happened and felt I had done something wrong.

 

I was one of the youngest in my year and noticed around 11-12 y.o. that the other boys were going through puberty before me, during swimming lessons I would stuff a sock down my speedos to look bigger, and noticed other boys looking (must have been pretty obvious), so I then used a medical condition to be excluded from swimming.

 

At this time I started secretly borrowing my older brothers porn and was turned on by the letters that described how women were impressed by guys with big dicks. The basic storyline: he was either a poor/ugly/arrogant/stupid/unsophisticated guy but when he whipped out his monster cock she would immediately be mesmerised and do what ever he wanted. I bought one of those penis pumps around 16 y.o. but it had no lasting effect.

 

I envied other guys and humiliated myself during masturbation, I actually asked a doctor about the problem around 18 and was told I was in the normal range.